Weird. Everytime I type something new here it seems that it must start with "i'm back". wat the hell.

More than a yr since the last entry... just felt like a few days to me. Time CRAWLS when u'r not making meaningful usage of it. This is like a dormant volcano (what a corny expression)

Now, why the sudden urge to type here? This is what happened : was on MSN talking to 5 or 6 fellas not too long ago.. went for a short phone call that wasnt all great. Came back, and all the chatboxes were filled with "gtg, gd nite"s.. hmm and all of a sudden, I felt lonely. yes.

It's not the form of loneliness that craves for the void to be filled. It's a loneliness that crept in sub-consciously, not wanting anyone to get anywhere near.. Why do one feels lonely when one doesnt want company. I dont exactly understand why i'm feeling this way, mayb i'll nv get to know.

The more i know, the more i dont know.

i h a t e p h o n e y s

so why do i find myself behaving like one some times.

still a longggg way away. Think, desmond, think...but i'm limited.

zzzzzzz. till the next time.